Thursday, August 20, 2009

coops clip.

i thought i would share with you's my clip i made.

seeings as i think i did say in a recent blog that i have an interest in filming and skateboarding. (:

this is all filmed by me. except the line of myself which is filmed by my friend brendan.

tell me what you think. :)

P.S this video took a really long fucking time to upload onto this. >_<

Saturday, August 15, 2009

not exactly where i want to be.

So this weekend I have been at my dad's house.
I honestly don't like him because of things that happened as a child.
Don't need to get into that though.

He is so childish towards his wife, she's a nice person, doesn't deserve his crap.

My sister doesn't even want to come over because of him.
But mum thinks I need to see him occassionally.
So yeah.

As soon as I got here I was pushed right out the door and forced to go to some persons house I barely knew.
And I was also forced to play wii. But I hate that shit.
But I still had to play and imbarress myself. >_<

The next night, dad and karen (his wife) had an argument. he was so childish. the things he was saying was pretty pathetic.

I have started to realise that they only fight when I am over.
It kind of makes me feel like shit aye.

I just sit in the room I have been staying in and listen to music and talk to friends on MSN.
I would rather not come over if they just fight because im here.
I tell Mum that, but she still thinks I have to see him.

Karen's son, Kyle, is pretty annoying.
He's a good kid, but really annoying haha.
He sits on msn all day, and listens to the exact same 5 songs over non-stop all day!!

It's quite frustrating.


I really want to just be home now aye, that would be lovely.
I actually miss my cat, shingo. ):
And I was meant to see people this weekend but mum & dad both didn't care about that.

But I guess I'm going home tonight, so only have to wait like another 8 hours.
yay >_<

ew haha listen to me sitting here and just complaining, no idea what else to write about honestly.
I feel like going for a skate at Morayfield, but doubt I would get driven there because dad is lazy and has "things to do".

Need to be home nowwww haha.

should probably get to know me aye.

Well for starters.
My name is Hayden Luke McNamara.
I am 16 years of age and currently living in Brisbane.
I attend Whites Hill State College.
I don't like it just to be perfectly clear with you.
I smoke & drink. sorry if that completely changes your thoughts about me.
I hate being alone, I would most rather like being with a big group of friends. not strangers.
I am single. but I do actually like a certain someone.
Don't think she has yet to realise this.
But she will read this, I know that for a fact. (:
I do like skateboarding, and I have an interest in filming skateboarding.

I hate people that just like to start fights.
There is really no point to it.
Why start people daily when you could be doing something actually worth while?
I dispise fake people, I will tend to like you for the person you actually are and knowing that you aren't just trying to impress people.
I don't exactly have "true friends"
not people I would go and tell every little detail and secret of my life to.
I would need to be able to trust you and know that you would never tell anyone anything I told you.
I would like to have someone like that, but I don't.


According to some people, I can be rude and stubborn sometimes but I try not to be.
Lately I have changed into a much better person then what I use to be like.
And i'm liking the changes I have decided to make.

Im not so great at school, things like Maths and surprisingly English.
I am a good speller though, I would like to think haha. >_<
And I do tend to use good punctuation.

Oh yeah that's another thing I despise, people who type like this.

hai der bro oi guezz wat i did 2day i went 2 da fish n chip shop nd got sum gnarly chips

You are not stupid, I'm sure you can actually spell correctly.


I am pretty sure I have started going on about nothing now so I think I shall leave it at that.
Just pretty much covered what I like, what I despise and yeah if you don't know me that much yet from what I have wrote so far.
feel free to add my messenger account and let's chat. =]
hayden.lolz@hotmail.com

p.s yes I'm new to this. I had no idea what this thing was until I was shown by Remi. (:
shout out to Remi.
Love you babe. (:

yeah alright that's enough ahaha.
Time to sleep.
goodnight. (: